Sunday, January 25, 2009
Its Chinese New Year tomorrow!! and everything has ended.
Finall he said he dont love me anymore. and he never know how much i love him. He nevewr knew how much i did for him. All these 2 years of relationship has drain off just that. I was looking thru our promises and those he had said to me, i felt lost, cos why am i so stupid to believe him. Now here i am suffering in pain before CNY.
i knew this wont last long, but he is the one who says he will nv 'B_ _ _ _ Up'., but true enough whatever i said came true. He really dont care about this relatioship. Since when he actually bother to call or do someting when the relatioship is sinking. All he did was nothing. i really wonder have he ever loved me??? i doubt so, if not he would alr do something about it. Even if he called, is all about his laptop. even the very last moment, he only think about his laptop. He never wanted this relatioship, then why he still want make so many promises and not doing any.
My heart was so in pain, i total lost the mood of celebrating CNY, and now i have lost myself.
Whats the point of loving the person so much, when there is no return, not even an appreciation.
I made myself a promise,
Never again to give my heart away,
Fell in love with someone who left me in the end,
The price of love was just too high to pay.Labels: lost in the cross-road.
lil' queen
11:31 AM
