Saturday, November 11, 2006
i didn know i will get to play today.until the briefing. finally i got to play today, but only for one game. vs with NYP. and partern is joanne.hee. got abit of confident but too nervous. one of my opponents is strong la.blardy hell.haha. and was to favour that i cant serve. when the game start, they were aiming me. omg i can die alr.hahaa. loss confident and more nervous but i still trying to make myself calm. but in the end we lost. i did alot of mistake. maybe im not suppose to play in the tournament. nvm. at least i try althought not all the best. if i really try all my best, i won't make so many mistake. damm it.
lil' queen
1:42 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
IM PISSED PISSED PISSED!!i feel like was being cheated TODAY.i really hate SHAN AND BEVERLY TAN.they are just another stupid LIAR!on msn, i told bev that i might not be able to leave the same time as them and might be late, cos of my phase test. but she say that i might be playing in this match(vs RP).and if i dont play today i might not have any chance to play. so i try to talk to my teacher whether i can postpone my phase test date to another date cos i will be playing in the tournament. blardy hell.end up in TP. my name was not called. i was damm pissed! honestly. i feel like i was being cheated, and come all the way for nothing. and i have to give up my phase test time. i rather do my test then going there and waste my time, anyway i cant play tennis what. and wasting my energy to bring tennis racket and stuff. DO YOU KNOW HOW HEAVY IT WS ANOT! and actually i dont mind im not playing, seriously. but dont give ppl hope. and until the end, you give ppl empty hope.and now shan say that she will see my performance on wed and will decide whether she will be putting me to play. MY ASS! i dont think she will lo. SHAN HAS LIE TOO MUCH THAT MAKE ME DONT TRUST HER ANYMORE. and i really thought i will play today though i wasn't good in my serve. and she always say she will this and that, but end up oso nv do. or say our attitude suck.why not look back to herself and compare with other school coach, you can consider as slacker. or some coach who cheat school money.come on la. you also dont really train us. poly actually train 3 times a week and you, once a week. and also dont really feed us with balls. only know seat down there and call us rally and stuff. and say brush ur ball up put the ball in. true! we didn put our ball in. but you? never even coach. just earning free money. and we blardy hell pay you, but you teach us shit. poly didn even have pay. and since you say our attitude suck, but i think yours worst. instead of supporting ur players you demoralize them before match. what kind of coach are you la!trying to cool myself!!
lil' queen
11:47 PM
