Saturday, September 01, 2007
Breath in, hold your breath and let it out.all the beautiful seem to be just yesterday. but it always the opposite.telling myself everything gonna be alright. kept lying to myself, make up my own picture to cover up everything. i believe in everything you say, but the next thing i found out it was just all lies. Everything you do is sweet and nice, but everything is fading. im so scared my beautiful picture will broke into pieces. Swallow me then spit me out. For that i hate you but I blame myself.I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life. kept telling myself to be strong. but i cant take it anymore. the fact is my heart never that strong as it seen. i cant lie to myself anymore. when are this going to end??Labels: Another month has passed.
lil' queen
7:49 PM