Monday, September 18, 2006
i got this feeling but i dont know why i have. we like having a wall between us. i felt that you dont trust me the way you do last time. or maybe you nv had. you seems like you never tell me much things anymore.or you dont want to tell me. i really dont know. maybe is i think too much. but you dont worry, those things you told me last time, i will keep in heart and seal my lips. anyway. no matter what happen, i will be there for you. i promise. if there's anything i can help, i will help with all my heart.i really hope nothing will happen between us!
lil' queen
12:48 AM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
what a great month. i got my new HP - 800i, nike bag, a top, register for driving. all done.and time to stop all the fun and have to control my money tide.cause im seriously broke.damm blardy broke.how i wish i was a millonair for once.life is kinda of weird. every morning, i will say hi to this uncle whose my neighbour ever since i was born, but now i cant say a hi anyhow not even a smile. he had pass away with a cancer. and he died when i came back home. i was so fucking shock. and i felt so sad and like something is missing though he doesn have any blood relation with me.but at least got a feeling like a close neoghbour.and he see me grow up.hope he go peacefully.
lil' queen
12:56 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
i just found out i hate myself alot. nothing i did was good. why i never treat thing seriously.maybe it time for me to change. but i dont know when? i serious want to improve myself. i think im a failure. i also dont know why im being nagative. ARHH!!! I AM SO ANGRY, SO PISSED!!!!!*i just want to vent my anger HERE!nothing else.so dun tink im trying to gain sympathy.
lil' queen
11:32 PM
