Sunday, January 25, 2009
Its been 3 days and he didn call him or ask me back. Maybe this time is really a big over for us. up till now he still insist that im in the wrong. nvm, he will nv understand me. all he would do, up till now is to blame on me.
why must always make myself suffering. cant he see what he had actually done to me for the past 2years before he blame me for something. Must i really had to give in to him this time??
IS THERE REALLY A NEED TO PROLONG THIS PAINFUL RELATIONSHIP. Until now i still thinking of those words he has promised me, all those sweet little things he had said. Suddenly everything has become a LIED!! a lied he had set up to obtain his motive. WHY MUST HE BEEN SO MEAN. Has he ever been real to me??
So what if he never cheat, So what if he never gamble, so what if never drink or smoke? But all the hurtful words and irresponsible action is enough to hurt a girl badly.Labels: what is promised?? Plenty of doubtful thoughts.
lil' queen
12:25 AM