Friday, January 02, 2009
A Bad New Year, A Bad Start of the Year!!
What can say more when everything comes to an end. Which i know i never wanted it.
New Year Eve was suck, because i quarrel with him, but was surprise that he still bother to come to my house and contiune his plan. So i followed because i love him and also because i can see his hardwork. But happiness dont always last...
We went to check in into the hotel that he have planned. The hotel stay was great, and i love it. We went to joined my sister at the Siloso Beach Party around 10.30pm. The placed was so FUN. they have Bubble Foam Party, Bugee Jump, Small Fire, Live Band and many many MORE!! I have alot of fun, but somehow my mood was ruined when my sister have to leave with her bf for some stupid reason. HAIX! He is such a spoiler. and Andre was even worst, he jolly well know i was in a bad mood and he cant even be more understanding to let me venied my anger. We left that placed at 3-4am! We were freezing cold and hungry! so we went to 7-ELEVEN to grab some food. We bought Lou Mai Gai and have 2 cups of mashed potatoes for FREE!! hahaa. We intended to play the fire cracker we bought at the hotel swimming pool, but because we are freezing cold and tired, we went back to our room. And wasted our fire-cracker fun. But nevermind overall was fun and nice.
We check out the hotel the next day at 1pm and went home straight as his father is chasing for his car back. But i tot he would ask me out, as he promised to have a nice dinner and propose to me AGAIN. (FYI - He is not my bf yet) but none of this two was done. I was super duper disappointed as he have forgotten about these promised like ALWAYS, futhermore he never even ask me out.
Anyway everything has ended. After all the hardwork, everything still comes to an end. Now i have to face my problems myself, as i know no-one will ever loved me. Im not emo-ing but im just facing the truth. just hope for the better tomorrow. PRAY HARD!
School starting soon.. and i need to concentrate. And i must not let my emotional to ruined my future. JIA YOU TO MYSELF!!Labels: Do you believe in FATE?
lil' queen
10:02 AM
