Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I have make up my mind and no matter what happen, i will face it myself. i need to be strong!! Something terrible thing had happen yesterday. and i felt pain and dispointment.I was sick yesterday, having a bad headache and stomach cramp. Hope for someone to care. Told him that i wasn feeling well, and waited for his call. But i recived no call throughout. Went to take my medicine, taking care of myself alone, fighting with the pain alone. Suddenly recieved a call from him. Hoping for something and realize it was his friend. It suppose to be a prank call. i heard the background is full of sound and seems like he was having fun with his friends. From what the friend say, most of the people there is drunk and HE is lying on the sofa. And when i hear this call, i am disppointed and depressed. WHO AM I TO HIM? came to my mind first. looking back i have given him many chances, and he doesn cherish it. THIS TIME IM NOT GOING TO LET THIS HAPPEN AGAIN. This incident has shown that he doesn care and irresponsible act. Now i really look down on him, and knowing with he this attitude, he will never succeed in life. So i have make up my mind to cut this off, and stop myself from suffering. I know i feel abit 'BU FU', because i work so hard for this relationship and he actually give me this in return. That why i seriously need alot of courage to overcome this. I know this is the hardest part, but i still have to end this for my own good. IHATEHIM!!!
Labels: A new life.
lil' queen
9:38 AM
