Thursday, November 06, 2008
I HATE KAM!!!! and im serious. i dont know why times and times you will hurt me, and time to time i had forgive you. But you never cherish it. and i dont know why. Am i not important to you?? then who am i to you?? i have so many question with no answer in my head. I really wish i could forgive you this time, but you still have to show something to prove that i can believe you this time. I dont wish to scold you everytime too. You think i really want to insult you or say anything that is rude? NO!! i never want too. Do you know, everytime i say those things, my heart too. But you really have make me think whatever i have done for you are useless. And i kinda regretted it now, which i should feel this way. Those days we never meet, i realise i actually dont miss you like how i used too. It surprise me. And i hope you could leave me alone, so i wont get hurt anymore.
To be honest, if you said i was mean, do you ever thought that you are meaner. Who have make me come to this way?? ITS YOU!!!! So blame yourself. I have done my part and i will not do it again.
I really want to know 'What is love?' By hurting the person times and times, does that call L-O-V-E??
- Trying to heal myself with my broken heart. Knowing it's painful, but i have to no matter what.
Labels: pissed.angry.upset.irritated.disappointment with swollen eyes.
lil' queen
9:09 AM
